Attracted to complexity

I think I am like everyone in liking things that are complex and beautiful.

Patterns are generally pretty. But they are regular.
But the opposite, where beauty  is found in irregularity and non-patterns is what attracts me. (us?)

Even so with people.
In fact, more so.

I am immediately attracted to pretty looking complex person. I leech up on them as puzzlers to mysteries and I am absolutely restless until I figure them out. Find all the pathways and hidden tunnels and most importantly the reason why they were formed. To know how, additionally, is just humane  fun.

Once I have figured out a person, why they are as they are and how can I manipulate them, they stop attracting me.

I leave them. Appeal is gone.

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